May April

My life has changed dramatically in the past month. It will continue to change dramatically for at least the next two months as I find a new home and leave an old one behind. I'm a better person today than I was yesterday, I can say that with satisfaction and assurance. I am improving daily and getting better at being myself again. It's been sometime since I could say that with any certainty.
Life has thrown up many challenges and many rewards and I am glad to be along for the ride.
My search for a new home nearly ended this weekend, but rather than force a fit I was convinced to have faith, I can say already today that I feel I'm making a better decision. I am looking for studio apartments around hollywood, checking the daily to see what new options open before me. I picture myself with my thigns ordered around me, creating again and feeling like a human being. It's a positive time, a time to re-evaluate what is important in life and what pursuits are worthwhile. I remind my self daily in this time that it's no longer valid to operate on assumption, that each new moment should be examined on its on for exactly what it is, and that each moment should be accepted as such, with nothing taken as granted.
April is always a magical month for me, it's why I chose to steal yet again the title of this post from myself, from what may be the last S no S album, but what may very well just turn out to be the fifth of at least six. This morning, on this last day of March it I was thinking back and realizing that there was a planned 6th S no S album, entitled "The Recreation", maybe now I will take that path. At the same time I am considering creating a several new projects, and finishing several that have longs since languished in limbo due to lack of attention. I look toward this next month to be a time of continued personal growth, where I will build a new foundation from which to build a new life.
May April be as good as March.